Thank you love. Why resist this truth in me? Who knows what life has in store, yet it feels good to acknowledge what is tender and true for me. Big love to you X
How delightful that a worthy, capable, willing, and available man who loves kink and horror genre, are a kind soul and have a vastly artistic imagination is seeking for you too!! 😍 This thought makes me feel enthusiastic for what is possible in the world!!! ❤️🥳✨
Yet how odd, that my King is not my husband? 😂🙈🤯 Even though he IS husband material 😍 i magnetised whatever i needed for my utmost growth and evolution, i feel this so deeply in my waters and I am so very grateful for him it's uplifting!!! Even if he may, he may not be THE Husband, i have this belief my husband will come in the right timing and he will be the last 🫴🏻❤️😇😍🥳 this feeling is deeply pleasing 💚 and full circle back to oddity, this uncertainty does not prevent me from loving my amazing King any less, and be totally devoted to him🌹(and for whoever is reading this without context, no, all this talk is not coded lingo about Jesus, but about my monogamous romantic partner of 8 years). So all my full support, pompoms and all, for your desire for THE Husband ✨🥰☀️
Love it 😀 I've definitely gone through phases of this longing but it's mostly vanished since becoming polyamorous. I guess it shows up in my ongoing longing to have a King. Unfortunately, all the men in my life still get measured against this ideal, despite the fact I've done away with the search for The One. Maybe it's the bloody Pluto/Venus natal opposition. Damn. This stuff goes deep. I felt the ouch of the disappointing Asia trip❤️ I'm all for embracing and unshaming the longings. And your book cover looks sooo enticing! Xxx
Thank you so much sweetheart. I hear that part that holds: 'my ongoing longing to have a King'. And thank you re feeling the ouch of that trip. Funnily enough I was going through photos from then a few days ago, and the ouch of the end of that relationship still bruised at my heart. My book cover is so beautoful, isn't it? I'm so in love with it :-) Love to you dear one XX
Great piece Heidi. I have no idea what femgore and body-horror are and I’m a bit too frightened to Google😂 but if it floats your (man in a) boat then, darling, good for you!
I totally know what you mean btw about the pregnancy thing. That was one of my reasons for getting pregnant too. Not the only one but it’s a bit of a taboo one that people don’t really talk about, isn’t it? Well I’m a selfish fucker so I don’t actually care.😂
Ha ha, I love the 'I'm a selfish fucker so I don't actually care.' It's so refreshing to hear that and I know we resonate on that level at times XX btw, femgore is a new term this year to mean women writers who write women characters in horror. It delghted me no end when I heard that, as that's me! X
Someone tried to insult me last week by telling me I was selfish and that everything I wrote was ‘just for yourself’. I responded by adding that to my bio. #ownit 😂😂
Well that was a dive into a strangely taboo topic. And I loved it - you are not alone!
Thank you love. Why resist this truth in me? Who knows what life has in store, yet it feels good to acknowledge what is tender and true for me. Big love to you X
Loved and appreciated it Heidi. Naming too for me!
Aaaaah hearing you love ❤️
Loved reading this 🩷
Thank you darling 😘
How delightful that a worthy, capable, willing, and available man who loves kink and horror genre, are a kind soul and have a vastly artistic imagination is seeking for you too!! 😍 This thought makes me feel enthusiastic for what is possible in the world!!! ❤️🥳✨
Yes. Why not hey? I know you know all about being in absolute alignment to magnetise one's King X
Yet how odd, that my King is not my husband? 😂🙈🤯 Even though he IS husband material 😍 i magnetised whatever i needed for my utmost growth and evolution, i feel this so deeply in my waters and I am so very grateful for him it's uplifting!!! Even if he may, he may not be THE Husband, i have this belief my husband will come in the right timing and he will be the last 🫴🏻❤️😇😍🥳 this feeling is deeply pleasing 💚 and full circle back to oddity, this uncertainty does not prevent me from loving my amazing King any less, and be totally devoted to him🌹(and for whoever is reading this without context, no, all this talk is not coded lingo about Jesus, but about my monogamous romantic partner of 8 years). So all my full support, pompoms and all, for your desire for THE Husband ✨🥰☀️
Oh I adore this sweetheart 💗
Hold this desire alive! ❤️ I have this strong inner knowing that the Universe listens to a pure, intentional heart! 💜
Aaaaaaw I love this beauty, thank you XX
Love it 😀 I've definitely gone through phases of this longing but it's mostly vanished since becoming polyamorous. I guess it shows up in my ongoing longing to have a King. Unfortunately, all the men in my life still get measured against this ideal, despite the fact I've done away with the search for The One. Maybe it's the bloody Pluto/Venus natal opposition. Damn. This stuff goes deep. I felt the ouch of the disappointing Asia trip❤️ I'm all for embracing and unshaming the longings. And your book cover looks sooo enticing! Xxx
Thank you so much sweetheart. I hear that part that holds: 'my ongoing longing to have a King'. And thank you re feeling the ouch of that trip. Funnily enough I was going through photos from then a few days ago, and the ouch of the end of that relationship still bruised at my heart. My book cover is so beautoful, isn't it? I'm so in love with it :-) Love to you dear one XX
Aah yes . . It takes a while for the sting to dissolve. ❤️ Look forward to the book!! Exciting times xx
Great piece Heidi. I have no idea what femgore and body-horror are and I’m a bit too frightened to Google😂 but if it floats your (man in a) boat then, darling, good for you!
I totally know what you mean btw about the pregnancy thing. That was one of my reasons for getting pregnant too. Not the only one but it’s a bit of a taboo one that people don’t really talk about, isn’t it? Well I’m a selfish fucker so I don’t actually care.😂
Here’s hoping you find your king❤️
Ha ha, I love the 'I'm a selfish fucker so I don't actually care.' It's so refreshing to hear that and I know we resonate on that level at times XX btw, femgore is a new term this year to mean women writers who write women characters in horror. It delghted me no end when I heard that, as that's me! X
Someone tried to insult me last week by telling me I was selfish and that everything I wrote was ‘just for yourself’. I responded by adding that to my bio. #ownit 😂😂
Ha ha. You're just fabulous darling ❤️